I've been in an "on again, off again" cycle with drugs sense I was 14. This last time I had a good chunk of years being sober before that poison crept back into my life again. Six months into using I knew I was in danger again. I went to Aegis out of desperation, but with out much faith in what I was about to undertake. A gentleman named Dan is the one who did my intake, and he was so genuinely caring, and supportive right off the bat. I felt like I could trust him right away, which is a huge thing for me. There are a lot of great people that work there who have all shown me kindness, and support, but Dan has earned a special place in my heart. He's helped me to realize that I don't have to do this alone, and his honest goodness inspires me to strive for that same kind of integrity in my own life! I also have a wonderful councillor Melody. She really makes a real effort at her job. I feel so comfortable with her, and there's nothing I can't tell her. Amazingly she remembers all the little in's, and outs of my life, which is so helpful, and proves to me her dedication to helping me through this time. I've really learned so much from her. From things like understanding the nature of my addiction, to the way my brain operates, to recognizing my patterns, accepting myself, and learning from my past and turning that experience into something positive for my furture. The counselling is so huge for recovery, the methadone it's self really plays a tiny role in the big picture of this process. I also feel like it's important to mention the dosing nurses. I really do enjoy my little bit of time with them each day. They're like my cheerleading squad, and one in particular, Jamie has been there through out my hole experiance. She really feels like a true friend. She can look at me, and just tell when I'm having a bad day. Even the receptionist Marta is great, and the securirty guy to! I found that the whole routine of having to go there everyday was helpful for pulling me of my bubble. There's definitely somethings that I could complain about. There no perfect system, but the good out weighs the bad. What kind of experience you want to have is ultimately up to you in the end. If you 're not serious about sobriety then you're just wasting yours, and everybody else's time. It's been two years now, and I'm feeling more than ready to move on with my life. I've started my taper, and I know it won't be easy, but I finally feel confidence in myself to move on. There's some hoops you have to jump through, and it's not always roses. Aegis is definitely bound by bureaucracy, but there's some people working there with real heart, and that goes the distance with me for sure (you just got to ignore the a@#ssholes because they're every where you go in life anyways haha) I'm almost done, and I'm coming out of it a new person. I have hope again. Things aren't so scary anymore. If you find yourself in that "dark night of the soul" and you feel like it's hopeless, I suggest giving this place a chance. You can always leave if it's not working for you. But it's definitely worth a try.
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